i don't mean anything to you

the fact that your back to visit
the fact that your 24/7 on my mind.
frustrates me.

the fact that i don't mean alot to you anymore
not like it was before.
the fact that you and i were history
the beginning of a great story.

i think and think
i cry and cry
i hope and hope
yet i know i wont mean so much to you as i did before

i miss you
it's never-ending
i'll never stop missing you
this is what it look likes.

i love you
my mind & heart say i do
but i dont know.
maybe i loved you more now
cuz i realize how much i miss you
enough for me to break down.

missing you,
i cant do anything esle.
you wont talk, you wont listen
you hear, you say
but i don't mean anything to you.
not like before.

i'm listening to the song
our song.
the one you would sing for me
the one that captured the memories of you & i
it's on repeat.

writing this all out.
i know it's pointless
becuase you won't see it
you know nothing, of my words and my thoughts
all about you.

i think about you 24/7
because youre everywhere.
my dreams, my thoughts, my hopes, my faith.

i miss you
i love you
and yet i don't mean anything to you
i'm just a stranger

past and future are so different
i hope for a better future
i hope our past could be the future
i say this, because youre forever on my mind
but you don't know it
you have no idea

i love your words
i love how we were united once
i love we cared
i love how the memories were made

my mind says, it will never be the same
my heart says it's possible to get back the good things.
the only thing i have left is my faith and hope
i reply so much on it.
becuase i really want it
so bad, that i'm willing to do anything to get it back.

now it comes down to if only.
if only you thought of me.
if only i meant so much to you
if only you loved me like you did before.
if only you missed me.
if only when you came back, you would be estatic to see me.

now i think i've asked for too much.
but i cant overcome it.
only you can help me.

i dont' mean anything to you
atleast not as much as before.
your shutting me out
when i want in.

i miss you
i love you.
and yet i'm okay,
becuase i know that i dont mean anything to you
not like before.

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